Wanna be on top?

Really, START for god's sake
for someone's sake
please
s'il vous plait, je suis pardu
when?
u could've broken his stomach
-but then what? recover it? dont think you would've been able to recover anything, he had friends
-yeh, but i should've fought
-they would've broke YOUR nose, YOUR stomach, YOU ALL
-shut up, this is nothing to do with breaking, this is to do with having fought
-what you didnt!
-that's why i'm being sorry for me
-for you?
-yes, for me, cuz i don't think i'm capable enough to go outside and be myself around so much filth
-dont be that way, it always gets better, youll see
-i dont think it gets better. i onlky see destruction aside, upon, behind, around, below, above, inside, oputside, everywhere it's destruction
and today was the detonation
i cannot be like this anymore
i should fight
and stay tall
not fall and grow wrong
i should start by losing fear
getting it away from mei
throw tha away
should trust
should invent
should not go
should
i guess i know what i want
just have to be secure about it
i dont like it? then i don't want it
i don't want to be here, then i go
wait